The weigh-in for week 45 has just been completed, and I’m delighted to announce a whopping great big 4lb loss. That brings me under 200lb, under 90kg (thanks for that one Reg!) and very close to my next target. Just to recap my total progress so far, that means that in the last 45 weeks I have lost a grand total of 59lb/26.85 kg.
The BMI figures are also quite significant, as my new BMI figure is 27.5. That feels pretty great to be honest, because when I started my BMI reading was 35.7, which is officially classified as being huuuuuuuge. I know that I’m still considerably overweight, but I’m now exactly halfway between the overweight mark (25 and above) and the obese mark (30 and above), so from here on in, I’ll be closer to being “not overweight” than I will be to obese.
What do you call “not overweight”? Oddly enough, I don’t seem to have the terminology to describe it, which is rather strange. Do you call it normal? Or healthy? Skinny? Shrunk? Interesting…
It’s been a strange week, as yet again, I’ve not eaten what would be considered to be the healthiest of diets. A combination of work pressures on both myself and my wife, together with a distinct lack of organisation and planning has led to a Chinese takeaway, a KFC, a Burger King and a Fish and Chips this week. I almost feel guilty at losing weight to be honest, but it’s a pretty good example of the whole WW concept in action. First of all, while my evening meals weren’t great, they were balanced by very sensible and healthy breakfasts and lunches. Secondly, the choices I made for each of those takeaways were considerably better than I would have made 45 weeks ago – the difference between a BK Chicken Royale that I had now and the BK XL Bacon Double Cheeseburger that I would have eaten then could feed a family of four for a few weeks. Probably.
It’s also a good indicator that things even themselves out over longer periods. The last couple of weeks have brought me a +1 and an STS, even though I haven’t felt like I’ve been all that far outside of the system. If you even that out over the past three weeks, it means that I’ve lost an average of a pound a week, which is much more sensible.
My watch is getting looser again, my ring is getting looser again, and I definitely need some new jeans, as the ones I’m wearing are hanging off of my backside. Not a pretty picture I know, but much better than it was. I met up with a friend yesterday who started on a similar journey at about the same time. We’ve been encouraging each other along the way, and he’s been a useful benchmark and a bit of competition for me. He started lighter than I was, and has now reached a weight where he’s happy, which is to remain somewhere between half a stone and a stone heavier than I am now. That means that he’s fatter than me! And he looks it! And even my wife noticed!!!!! He still looks much better than he did before, but that’s not the point – the point is that he looks fatter than I do 🙂 Am I a bad person? 😉
My weight currently stands at 14st 1lb/197lb/89.5kg. That means that I’m now just 2lb from being 13st something for the first time in a very, very long time, and that’s quite an exciting prospect. The other big target that I have coming up soon is to reach 13st 10lb, which will mean I’ve lost 25% of my starting weight, which will be pretty cool.
Sitting in between those two points is another target that is hugely significant personally. Once I hit 13st 11lb/193lb/87.7kg I’ll be in completely uncharted territory. I’ve mentioned a few times that I lost a lot of weight on the Atkins diet in the past, and it’s probably worth explaining a little bit more about that. I managed to lose just under 4st over a fairly short period about 8 years ago, felt great about myself, but then went back to eating ‘normally’ and put it all back on and more. Which pretty much sums up my dieting life before, and to be totally honest, haunts me on a daily basis right now.
I’ve actually got a record of my weekly weigh-ins throughout that whole period, and there are some very significant points to draw from it. First of all, when I started that time, I weighed 17st 8lb. This time I weighed 18st 4lb. Secondly, the lowest I got that time was 13st 12lb. I’m currently 3lb heavier than that, but have no idea yet how far I’m going this time, but have a sneaking feeling it will be a fair bit further than that. Thirdly, I had to use Atkins that time, whereas this time I’m doing it by eating sensibly and exercising. That time, I knew that I would be able to stay there as long as I kept eating within the Atkins program. This time I know I’ll be able to stay there as long as I keep eating within the WW program.
And there lies the rub. This gets scary precisely because I’ve been here before. The toughest challenge for the serial fat-bloke is to be honest with yourself about the fact that you’ve succeeded in losing weight before (probably many times) but that you have never succeeded in keeping weight off before. I see people come on the WW forums talking about how they know that WW is a good system because they’ve lost weight on it before. That scares the life out of me, because losing weight isn’t the point. Losing weight isn’t even difficult once you put your mind to it. Keeping weight off is the challenge.
What fills me with hope is that to my mind there is a significant difference between the long-term outlook now and the outlook before, and that’s all based on the principles behind the WW system. If I had kept on eating within the Atkins system before, then I wouldn’t have gained weight again, but I don’t think that was ever a realistic proposition. While it’s very effective whilst you’re within it, the whole Atkins thing just didn’t represent how I want to live my life. But Weight-Watchers does. It’s eating healthily and exercising.
That means that I can do it.
Have a good week.